I HATE THE FACT THAT I DON'T HAVE THE ENERGY OR EFFORT TO DO MY HOMEWORK THAT KEEPS ON POURING DOWN TO ME ! FML

IT'S SUPER PRESSURIZING TO HEAR LECTURES AND WORDS THAT ARE RELATED TO MY OLEVEL WHICH IS THIS YEAR.

I GET THAT FACT. SO STOP MAKING ME STRESS PLEASE !

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HARD TO EVEN SURVIVE BEING A STUDENT

In my opinion, surviving as a student is much stressful than having to be a worker.

even people whom could be reliable even believed in what i just said.

IVE BEEN DOING BADLY IN MOST OF MY TEST. AND YOU MAY THINK THAT I DON'T LOOK THAT STRESSFUL, THATS WHEN YOURE WRONG.

WHATEVER SHIT THAT HAPPENED TO ME FROM SCHOOL TO PROBLEMS, I KEPT IT INSIDE AND NO ONE KNOWS. EVEN my parents.

I HATE BEING ME FOR NOT HAVING THOSE KIND OF BRAINS THAT COULD EASILY GET GOOD GRADES AND NOT ABLE TO MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD.

I DO WISH TO MAKE PEOPLE WHOM I LOVE PROUD OF ME, BUT I JUST CAN'T

IM NOT SMART BUT I'M DETERMINED THAT I CAN GET GOOD GRADES FOR OLEVEL.

SO PLEEEEEASE GIVE ME SOME SPACE AND NOT TO LECTURE ME ABOUT THE SAME OLD SHIT THAT I HEAR FOR EVERY SINGLE DAY.

thank you.

Last weekend, i didn't manage to go Jurong with them. For some reasons. I feel bad not going. I seriously wanna go, but yeah. What's done is done. But i did manage to go Saliza party which made my day. That day was the first day that i went out meeting my friends. I swear i was the happiest girl ever on that moment. So yeah, awesome.

Today celebrated CNY. Same old thing i guess. Saliza and me had to be the mascot for out class. Me being the 'sturdiest' rabbit and saliza being a 'hyperactive' rabbit. I swear it was fcuking lame ! I hate it. I swear i hate it. I had to do it so as saliza wouldn't be pissed. yeah yeah yeah.

I wanna roller skate as a hobby. I find it fun. Its like when you skate fast as possible, the feeling is like awesome you know. K I'm having a hard time describing the feeling. But yeah, i want to do that.

I'm getting bored blogging now. Bye

I feel lonely in school. I do have friends. And i do love them. But in some way i feel lonely.

I do have problems. I feel tired listening people telling me that I HAVE TO STUDY AND NOT WASTE TIME WATCHING TV OR EVEN GOING OUT. I feel someone avoiding me. I feel this year isnt last year. I feel like you guys are avoiding me. Im keeping all my problems to myself. I dont have no one to let out and talk the problems that im having. Im scared if i do tell, youre gonna think im thinking to much. Maybe i am maybe im not. I dont know what the hell im talking . So if you dont understand, its ok. My life is stupid. bye

Well, i'm not really looking forward for the trip actually. Wanna know why ? Cause i'm sick. Yep, i'm sick. That suck BIG TIME.

It's 12 am already. Bye.

Well 2010 was okay for me. Too many drama ah. Don't wanna talk about it. Bad memories i guess. This year i had suckish teachers. Seriously they suck. Maths teacher extremely blur. Chem teacher, she can't teach. Humanities teacher, i just dislike her. Hahaha. I had family problems too. That suck and i had a hard time handling it. I did badly for my mid year and for my test. But alhamdulilah, i improved for End of year examination. I had five amazing trips. Sec3 camp. Kuala Lumpur trip. Bintan trip. Shanghai trip. And softball camp. Heh

Mum and dad bought for me vans shoes. It's fake. HAHAHA. Nvm lah, atleast can wear. K bai

Mum and Dad coming back home soon. A few more hours. Cannot wait. Cannot wait them what they bought for me . Haaaa. Done loads of stuff today. Didn't get to go out with them to cycle :( sad.

Fb notifications sucked alot. Something wrong with it. Irritating.

Today short post. Tired. Bai