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Monday, August 31, 2009
Last blogged @ 2:53 AM Whats wrong with me ? I cant think straight. My mind is just thinking of one thing which is not suppose to be reaveled. Heh. I just wanna say to everybody that " I dont mean what i say or do" . Is like when you think i want to carik gaduh with you, well actually i dont want to. Its like lieing to people but its not like that. I just dont want people to know what i am thinking about. Thats just me. I am not saying for the sake of saying as its a fact. If you see im happy and energetic annoying or even crazy, in my mind , i have a problem. I want to tell all my friends but they will think im trying to get attention. Thats not me okay. I only tell certain people which is always with me. I seriously want to reavel it, but i just cant. And one more thing, how to forget a person whom you reallyreally love? if you say i need time. Well i tried. I tried for at least 2 months and it didnt even work. Thats a fact okay. ....
Just now went eastspringprimaryschool. My primary school. Went with my friends. Luckily can go inside the school. If not i would really explode. The school didnt change much which is a good thing. Its better that way fo me. I seriously met with alot of my schoolmates and also freinds and my bestfriends. I seriously effeingly miss them. When i met them , i felt like a primary school kid. Haha. What suprises me alot is that my p.e teascher still remembers me eventhough i was quiet during his class. And he really pronounce my name correctly even. And this guy which he loves to bully me, he really did grow taller and look much more macho. Haha. But one unattractive about him is that his cheecks is full of pimple. Haha. Dont tell him that. I would be so dead. Some of my friends, thier attitude and personality really did change which really suck. For example, one of my friends, she last time like to hang out with her girlfriends and hated to talk with guys. But now, she layan boys better than her own girlfriends. She also started not to layan me at all. wtf. And she also started to think she sooo pretty but she isnt that pretty. I dont care la. Atleast she remembers my name and my looks. Then alot of my friends say i look soo different. They say last time i look soo nerdy and ugly. Haha, i am btw. But now they say, i look nicer and not that nerdy looking. I've got no comments towards that. Ohya, then i saw a handful of siglapians too. They look at me like one kind. haha. And to my suprise, this guy from ncc, he is really a ex-eastsprigians. Haha, i just known that. Then some sec ones also an ex of eastspring which i dont really see them when im studying in eastspring. Haha, weird. To all my spammers and the one and only that RARAMAMAHOT, stop tagging me la. Irritating you know. I hate fighting. if you really hate me, keep it to yourself. Seriously, dont act soo stupid and childish. Go and layan your own life and i layan my life too. Thats it okay. If you think im scared of you or you say" dont mess with me", I SERIOUSLY DONT EVEN GIVE A DAMN. AND IM NOT SCARED OF YOU. If you want to carik gadoh face to face, silakan. I got my backups. I may be timid and quiet, but i can realy kick some ass. And i mean it. ^^ End^^ |
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