Hi. Stayed back to support Azreen and Jane's audition for the Siglap Got Talent. Although Azreen was sick , both of them rocked. Overall was awesome. Can really see they nervous sia, haha. Some siglapians can really sing and dance. I like the Hip hop group. Nice.

Went back home about 5pm. Tired. This part really broke my heart. I asked my sister adila to take something for me at the living room BUT she was like "Alaaaah, malas ah, tengah belajar kan" and she said "Okay FINE, shut up. Just shut up. SHUT UP !". I was like what's the problem with her. I just only asked her to take something and she was sooooo kurang ajar with me. This not the first time she said shut up to me tau. She said it ALOT of times but i just ignored her. But today really cannot tahan with her _____ attitude.

Adek, i know you stress with your exams. I also stress about it. Everyone does. I just only asked you to do a simple thing and help me. But you just asked me to shut up. I helped you alot of time eventhough i was busy or tired. I help you with sincerely. Eventhough you still help me just now, i can see that it wasnt sincere. What's the use to help people with no sincerity. I've been patient with you all the time. REALLY PATIENT with you. But you just backfire me by saying things that hurt me. How could you adek ? Seriously, why do you do this things to me ? Am i a disturbance in your life ? Do you hate me ? Do you EVEN treat me as you OWN BIG SISTER ? I love you adek, please don't do this too me.

You know i very emotional, please understand me. Please dont do this to me ?

Do you know how hurt am i right now ? I dont think you know. You didnt even say sorry to me AT ALL. Not even once as we grew up together.

Kakak sayang adek but why are you doing this to me ? Do you really hate me ?

I dont wanna continue writting about this anymore. Its just making me more weaker and crying even more. I love you adek. Bye