Why do this pain have to even exist ?

Nevermind lah, the only i can do right now is by moving forward. Thats the only advice everyone tells me.

Now, i wanna concentrate on my studies and get a really good job that has a BIG salary, And just show off how good i am. When i'm already rich, i wanna buy my parents a BIG house with 3 storey. Then i wanna buy myself a big house with 5 storey high. Then one awesome sport car. Then go shopping without worrying about wasting money. Then go all around to world. Then be popular around everyone. Then open a big big shop that sells awesome clothes that i design. Then i wanna own a perfume that i personally make. Got alot of plans lah. Haha.

I wanna study hard and make all my wishes come true.

Trying not to be moody infront of people. Trying to be normal in the outside. Goodbye